Author: 2020101_wpadmin

Spiritually this time has been a challenge — but also a lesson that my creator is with me however and wherever I am at. And I have learned to connect in new ways with people. But the moments that led to those lessons were lonely and dark.

It’s been a hard year. Thank goodness for mother nature and writing songs. And the day job (never thought I’d say that lol). And some days it’s still a roller coaster — but I force myself to keep it together because I am not sure how far I might fall if I let go.

My writing is almost nonexistent. Waves of grey days. Fortunately my husband and our faithful poodle bring lots of comfort. I feel as if we’re all living in caves.

I’m hanging on by a thread at this very moment. Not having a good day and having too many of those too often. So many changes happening. Change is good and there is much joy in my upcoming changes. My son’s wedding is on the top of the list. I feel the last four years… Continue reading pearl r.

I’ve been clean for 20 years. I really wanted to fall off the wagon a few times but I dug deep within and kept my sobriety. This last year has been a true test for sure! 

The loneliness is REALLY getting to me.

Emotionally, financially, spiritually … all three. Hit a fucking wall & hanging by a thread. Not threadbare but … hanging holding….

I’ve been barely hanging on financially for sure. Raising two kids alone during a pandemic and attempting to work from home and do school … I ended up filing for bankruptcy and that’s really hurt us financially. 💔 

Barely hanging on. Yes. But for me, it’s like I have told a million of our patients: it’s often after a crisis that another wave of trauma is experienced. Or like those people who lift cars up to save someone — they do what has to be done — but then are in the hospital… Continue reading anonymous