Category: 07 – One Thread – when you’re just barely hanging on

It’s been a year of intense growth and regression … still working on at least balancing the scale.

I’m experiencing imposter syndrome hard core, as I feel I’m not doing my best teaching while grieving and dealing with everything else.

If not for fear of catching COVID there, I would have put myself in the psych hospital.

Starting on 1/1/2020 — attracting the wrong women that loved my success in life (job,career,house, car, bank account) not my heart-soul-light. Divorce final. Sold my house. Pandemic. Held on to the California dream as long as I could. Phone call. Granny fell. Broke her hip. She needs you here. “I am on my way Mamaw… Continue reading apryl h.

I know everyone is going through something during the pandemic, emotional, financial, spiritual and/or physical. For me it’s emotional and physical. There are so many things going on with me physically. Aging changes, strains and pains and a chipped front tooth I’ve had for a while. I can’t move like I used to. I’m working… Continue reading rebecca m.

Spiritually this time has been a challenge — but also a lesson that my creator is with me however and wherever I am at. And I have learned to connect in new ways with people. But the moments that led to those lessons were lonely and dark.

It’s been a hard year. Thank goodness for mother nature and writing songs. And the day job (never thought I’d say that lol). And some days it’s still a roller coaster — but I force myself to keep it together because I am not sure how far I might fall if I let go.

My writing is almost nonexistent. Waves of grey days. Fortunately my husband and our faithful poodle bring lots of comfort. I feel as if we’re all living in caves.

I’m hanging on by a thread at this very moment. Not having a good day and having too many of those too often. So many changes happening. Change is good and there is much joy in my upcoming changes. My son’s wedding is on the top of the list. I feel the last four years… Continue reading pearl r.

I’ve been clean for 20 years. I really wanted to fall off the wagon a few times but I dug deep within and kept my sobriety. This last year has been a true test for sure!