I’m hanging on by a thread at this very moment. Not having a good day and having too many of those too often. So many changes happening. Change is good and there is much joy in my upcoming changes. My son’s wedding is on the top of the list. I feel the last four years accompanied by Covid has been excruciating. So is the healing. The atmosphere in our country is heartbreaking. Is this part of healing? Getting worse before getting better? I’m not taking care of myself as I should. I feel like I’m complaining when I should be grateful when I’m grateful for so much.