I’m so depressed being locked down with Covid19 restrictions. Our province has the highest infection rate based on population in all of Canada. I am so tired of fighting with my body and my life. It feels like things are just so easy for others and it’s never going to get better. The pandemic is so hard and I wanted to give up yesterday. Cancer sucks. I take care of everyone and I can’t do that anymore. Life is lonely. I’m dealing with chronic health issues and the side effects of treatment, and my mind just races to the 1001 things I need to do each day for everyone.